lilo123

I'm so sorry But i can't take it anymore love me, hate me.. My eyes are filled with tears and my heart is drenched in ice there's one thing that makes me feel aside from yor voice and as i drag the blade across my now painless wrist I know somewere deep inside im hoping you'll notice Realize im bleeding Over you That you'll come save me.. But i know.. You'll never pull me back up no.. You'll shove me back farther and i... wish i could see your eyes one last time Pray to something that your heart weren't empty My love is meaningless to you even though.. i gave everyting to you I should have known.. Im nothing... May

Take me away Out of these endless plains so grey I desire to be in a place Where the sun shines into my heart And the world is vibrant and true Take me away From this solitary room I desire to be in a place That flows free and beautiful It's beauty enfolds you And life emenates through you Take me away From this monotone sound I desire to be in a place In which the silence is golden and invigorating It's sounds are soothing and tranquil A magical harmony of nature Take me away From these ruins so bleak I desire to be in a place In which I would not tire Of looking at the landscapes A wondrous picture Painted by the D

When I see you my heart beats fast. When I talk about you, my mind goes crazy, wishing I can be with you or even talking to you makes me go crazy, hoping one day I can hold you close just to feel your heart against mine and your breath on my neck and you whispering in my ear saying, " I love you," I whisper back saying "show me how much you love me," and he smiles back.

Just a few words came to my mind thought I should start with them.. Allah: One who's all-aware, who really cares, and you can find/be with anywhere. Happiness: When you put a smile on a stranger's face. Contentement: The most precious blessing and the infinite object of all aims. Love: Giving your all for/from/guided by/for the sake of Allah. ...and the rest are still loading in my heart. =)

It was not You that turned from me or blotted out Your Light with darkness, but I who closed my eyes. You are the fire that burns the heart with ultimate love. You are the Light that bathes the senses in nothing but Your glory until our eyes are blinded by nothing but You. Within my heart I know nothing else, but this love is hidden from me by the muscles and flesh of my body, confining and constricting. I say Your name, longing to feel that rush of warmth flow through my veins, nourishing me like the milk of a mother and when it comes I smile and feel peace. You have always been there. You have always known me, but I have not always known Yo

I don't feel like writing anything today... I am sick of trying to verbalize how much I missed you... sick of trying to verbalize how much I still love you regardless of how long it's been... I'm sick of even trying to say anything at all... cos if it's not understood yet... then it will never be... so regardless of how much I miss you... how much I still love you... and how long it has been... I don't feel like writing anything today...

I feel your hands in my hair. I feel your breath on my neck. I feel your body pressed so close to mine. I feel your lips on my throat. I feel your hands move to my back and your lips work their way up to mine. I feel you and I love it. I hear you say you love me. I hear you whisper my name. I hear you tell me I'm the only one for you. I hear your breath in my ear. I hear your soft snores as I fall asleep. I hear you and I love it. I see you as I run into your arms. I see your face break through my world of darkness. I see you fight away my fears. I see you wipe away my tears. I see you're in love with me. I see you and I love

I talk when my feelings are ripe... I am no more the silent type... I say exactly what I feel... and I have nothing to conceal... I'm not some salt that gets dissolved I'm your issue still unresolved... Choke on your silence, it's your choice... I won't shut up so you'd rejoice... Look behind you, and I'll be there... you smile and wave, I'll stop and stare... and no matter how hard you'll try I'll haunt you till the day you die...

Lebanon's burning... Lebanon's fading away... Lebanon, what he loved the most in his life... He had left people, jobs, places he loved... He had left them, felt a bit sad, yet was able to get over it... Lebanon was the only thing he tried leaving, time and time again, and was never able to... He always compared himself to a tree... Having its roots deep in Lebanon's soil... The moment he gets uprooted, he'll whither and die... he lies on his bed, a hand behind his head, and another on his chest... he was able to feel his own heartbeats... He still had a beating heart... He discovered that he still had a heart, and it was strongly

My eyes are clouds. My tears are rain. I feel , you're close. I'm in fear again. You always play, but I hate the game. Who are you and what is your name? I'm full of pain. I think I'm vain. I need someone, that is my dame, who can make my life full of sain. But she is dead. I miss her again. My main pain is missing her sain. One cold wind and I'm on one kame. I'm lonely and and hug myself. I want to kiss her wrinkles hands. I need her hands to mince me and I need kindness and see her face. My eyes are clouds, my tears are rain. I'm full of pain.